I hate you. But I love you. It’s so complicated — this relationship we have. But I wouldn’t have it any other way. There’s no one else in this world that can drive me crazy and make me mad like you can. There’s no I wanna push off a cliff more than you. There’s no one that can amount to the way you break my heart over and over again. And what’s crazy is, you still manage to fix it.. over and over again. There’s no one who can piss me off in ways that make go emotionally insane. But at the same time you keep me sane. There’s no one who knows me best more than you. There’s no one who can change my upset mood instantly by just smiling at me. There’s no one who sweep me off my feet and make me feel like I’m the only person you see a room full of people, like you do. There’s no other person I want to spend the night with and talk about stupid shit because to you, my stupidness is normal. You accept me. I want to be with you as much as I want to kill you. And that’s more than enough for me to realize, I want hold onto you, for as long as I can.